Where to begin.

Wednesday I ended up staying in, because the weather was kind of crappy and no one called me back. Maybe it's me but a lot of people have neglected to call me back, or when they say they would. So it's around.. probably like 9:30 when the phone rings. I get up and it's my friend. She was in a car accident. I was so devastated, ( Read more... )

Long time no entry. I've been swamped for time. Where to begin, there has been drama, which I hate. I won't really go into it but it's just kinda icky. I'm sleepy, tired, and I feel worn out. I want to just take a step back and relax because I feel as if a million things are being piled onto my lap. I'm trapped between what I want and what is. I'm ( Read more... )

Ohhhhhhhhh.
Hmm let's see, yesterday I went out to the movies with matt & luke. we saw the seed of chucky.. it was more comical than horror. Matt and I loved it. hehe. I got a phone call on the way there, I MADE THE TEAM! oh gosh, I was so happy, I called dom, matt and luke went all hyper and I called jen.. and Im so happy. Then, today, work ( Read more... )

Alright, today.. i went to see a play first n second period.. called a raisin in the sun it was alright, I fell asleep because i was so tiredd.. so then i woke up in and out of the show.. and then it was over. The rest of my day was pretty boring... nothing exciting. My mom had a conference with My french, and chemistry teacher. I had work. Uhh ( Read more... )

Hmm.. wow i'm home, after school.. for the first time.. in a LONG time. My day started out.. badly. I went to school.. then I went to first period, and it was extended until about.. 10:00 so that's 45 mins off of 2nd period.. 1st period was fun, Madame told me I had detention, because the class wrote "Aimee est morte" lol as a joke, and then "Amy ( Read more... )

ugh. today wasn't terrible, but it wasn't great either. I didn't get caught for cutting and it makes me wonder what happened to me. I wonder where i've gone and why i'm doing the things I do. I don't seem to care about anything anymore and it's effecting everything I do. I have no one to just express my entire feelings towards.. I don't understand ( Read more... )

Okay.. so my day.. was eh. I woke up, *drove* to school. Then after 1st and 2nd period.. school sucks. I left. Dommie and I went out to a pizza palor, and had lunch. She had to go work on some college stuff so I went off to gallavant. I ended up going to the crossings because I wanted to shop. I read a really good book on the titanic, and some ( Read more... )

Today was pretty goood. I went to work at like 6 to 2. Then i came home and took the car. I spent a lot of "me" time. I needed too, i was a wreck. Then i hung out with matt and his girlfriend. It didn't bother me, because i realized.. i don't like matt like that. We get along so well like friends, and i don't really feel anything more. I don't know ( Read more... )

See I've realized when you are caught up in something you can't see the entire picture. You see what you want to see and block out everything that would destroy the picture you are seeing. Even when other people are going to tell you the truth you can't listen, you still can't see it. People can tell you a million times but until you realize it ( Read more... )

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