woke up on dec. 31 2005 with an abcessed tooth. huge fucking party at my house. ex-boyfriends. pain killers. 16 year olds snorting coke in our kitchen (fuck that). no alcohol (in me. lots of alochol in others). less kisses--a huge infection isn't the sexiest thing on the block. or it could have been by 4 in the morning. he left with her. i ( Read more... )

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the library didn't call me back for an interview. bah. but i found one of my old friends from the high school paper that's working for the dem-gaz--hopefully, she'll agree to be a hot reference for me ( Read more... )

*i saw hella play for free ( Read more... )

Jamais vois n'en serez les maitres.
Qu'on lui ferme la porte au nez,
Il reviendra par les fenetres.

well fuck.

http://www.cnn.com/2005/HEALTH/11/10/patch.warning.ap.ap/index.html

i can't remember to take a fucking pill! well, here's to celibacy or the infamous 'pull out.'

not that i'm getting any anyway.

xoxo
j

friday night! bourbon shots! dangling three stories off the ground with cute ambiguously gay boys screaming at the top of my lungs! marines! pretty necklaces! passing out in cars and vomiting in casey's lap ( Read more... )

Oh, yes--if you can, check out the films "Okie Noodling" and "The Life and Times of Harvey Milk. That is all.

I have a new dog! I'm gonna call him glorious. or gus. or glorious gus, whichever works out better.

Going to apply at the service employees union on monday--

I miss Benji. I hope he's doing alright, alright.

I miss Debi. I hope she's doing alright, alright.

Is anything going on in Conway this weekend?

ever feel resentful when your life is de-railed almost absolutely, but his/hers wasn't?

yeah, me too.

love for the heartachers,
j