I want to come back, but I don't know if I can. It's hard being torn.
( OOC )

would i get in trouble if i said hi?

*runs away like mad*

( quick ooc )

[Yeah this journal is still dead, but I checked the email out of happen-chance this evening- I found the following:
That journal is pathetic. Don't you have better things to do than make believe ? You are not Matthew Lawrence, nor will you ever be. Its really sick. He isn't gay and you are posting all over in some bullSh*t make believe journal ( Read more... )

I guess I've been keeping something from all of you for awhile...I haven't even told Tim or Alexei-- that's how deep of a secret it has been...well, I guess now is as good of a time as any-----. Ashley and I got married the day after Christmas ( Read more... )

and Im stalling from the inevitable so hush up

I am surrounded by hot people.. Tim, Alexei and Ash
Lena, Sami and Gina

how can i bare it

oh i can't.. excuse me now while i go kill a kitten
RAWR
EDIT I forgot about Gil.. the hottest papa of them all.. well.. maybe not of them all.. but he's up there with the other boys!

Dani's in NYC. She's been there since a week after Aaron was born. She's not giving me any indication of when she's thinking about coming home ( Read more... )

Okay, now the moment everyone has been waiting for...

Danielle and I proudly announce the birth of our son: Aaron Timothy Lawrence Raabe.... Click here for the Birth Announcement

Sorry it is so late, its been kinda busy around here. Love to all.

Have you ever lost someone so close to you that it felt like a part of your soul was being ripped out as well ( Read more... )

hi-

i'm here, but not really. just lurking.
love to you all. of course.

sometimes when I can't sleep, I'll wake up and go to sit in the nursery. Its empty right now ( Read more... )