The truth that is life is upon me ( Read more... )

sink low and press your feet onto the ground
the time has come for change of your heart mind and soul
drop the facade

so it's final....we're moving back to brisbane at christmas time. man it feels indulgent. i have an ok career path down here but truth be told i am sick of the people i have to work for and i'm pretty sure the career path would quickly turn into a jail path. due to the fact i envision myself just slamming my bosses head into the keyboard of his ( Read more... )

so my mum calls me today and tells me something horrific. one of my old school friends died this week. sarah pead. kinda blew me away. we were good friends for a while in school but someone i never forgot about afterwards and every once in a while i'd think about her and smile and tell myself to get in contact with her. i never did. never thought ( Read more... )

i try to push it but it doesnt move.
what is this thing in front of me?
it takes it's toll and wont let up, it just takes and takes.
i feel wasted. i feel hopeless.
i feel everything i am atop of is soon about to be nothing.
i am in my own way.

prepare....

started bike riding for the solitude. pretty much so i have something only i can control. i can go as fast as i want. slow as i want. stop when i need to. hang out in the park if i dont feel like riding. just a little bit of control in a life that i have let slip. guess this is just me taking a little bit back now. i've been very lazy over the ( Read more... )

From the greatest band to ever grace the planet in any way shape or form. man i wish i could write like this ( Read more... )

I hate the way you make me feel
i want to tear you apart to make me feel better.
I want you to feel the pain both physically and mentally
that i have to endure every waking moment.

I cut your name into my heart and mind today
so i will always remember what you did to me.
Not a day will go by that i dont feel the pain
that you made me feel and almost taste ( Read more... )

The uncertainty of a new day without you is heavy on my heart,
it's not meant to be this hard.
Time is meant to heal, but all it's doing is destroying me,
surely you felt that we were meant to be,
That we just "were"

All i feel is this massive hollow where everything should be,
the part of me that loves, that cares....the illusion broken.
My heart is in ( Read more... )

I danced around you with the bright eyes of a child today,
nothing seemed to be too much for me to handle.
The feeling of invincibility is something that comes with a hopeful heart,
the way you make me feel is incredible and fills everything within me.

Your heart and mind blew me away as it revealed who you were,
the intencity that was you drew me in ( Read more... )