Wow. Long time ( Read more... )

Okay. I go to Blogspot. I decide to create a new blog, to replace LJ.

30 potential names later, I can't create a blog. I checked every name that was allegedly taken. None of them have been written in in ages. Some of them haven't been written in at all.

wtf :(

Typically, I assume that I do not write in my journal anymore because I've become lazy, or something is wrong with me. I make the assumption that I need a journal because it was incredibly useful to me when I was younger. I suppose I have not consider the ideas that ( Read more... )

First order of business. I would like to delete my Facebook. Here's why:

1. It is addictive.
2. It can create a false sense of social involvement.
3. It is distracting and unproductive.
4. It is a much less useful form of self-expression than this.

I think I'll do that now. Done ( Read more... )

I'm really stressed. Not about school. Upper level mathematics is baby stuff. I'm stressed out about getting a job. I yelled at my mother in a restaurant today. My mom kept telling me I'm not looking for jobs; I am. She told me I should do more or something I don't remember. She just doesn't stop talking about how desperately I need a job. You don' ( Read more... )

So, I figured out all about what was getting me down. I saw something I wanted. Love worth having. I realized its unlike everything I've ever expected. I've always felt that when you want something, when you need something, you go out and get it. I never understood those things that are cultivated and developed over time. Those things you invest in ( Read more... )

Getting into Yale. Almost nobody can do it. It takes a lot of hard work. Patience. Sacrifice. Dedication. Priorities. Self-control ( Read more... )

I have been crying every day for the first time in a long time ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say at all. I cannot put a finger on what the problem is: Am I bored? Am I stressed? Am I too pensive? Am I too vacant? Is something missing? Can I not appreciate what I have? Is there even a problem at all, or is this all just a manifestation of my hope that life is special. I want something, but its not real. It might be real ( Read more... )

I find myself supremely unhappy and unmotivated lately. There are two possible reasons for this ( Read more... )