sometimes you will make mistakes. and sometimes the people whom those mistakes hurt will forgive you, or be patient with you.

you are foolish and stupid if you overlook the fact that they were mistakes just because you didn't suffer the consequences of them. that is the meaning of grace.

lol i'm not needy. i need my wife.

there's a difference.

dear jesus,

thank you for adrianne. i'm sorry i'm stupid. i realize my mistake and i'm working on it. please don't take my wife. but do what you have to.

love
matt

Okay, so: I complain a lot. I often complain about legitimate things that need to be addressed. But I need to take more time out to stop and realize that no amount of complaining will change my failures into successes. It's time for me to succeed in the least ideal of conditions. Whiner.

So, Adrianne tells me that maybe she doesn't want to get married. She's not sure if its cold feet or not. I'm a little apprehensive too, but I still want to get married. But if we don't, I really would like to go to Japan ( Read more... )

There are three things I want to be when I grow up ( Read more... )

I have no time to post anymore, but I have no time to many of the things I do. I manage to do them anyway at the expense of work, school, and sleep. I'd hate myself for it, but I think it is pretty common human practice. Or at least American practice. Plus, Rosetta Stone isn't that bad ( Read more... )

Man. I still am very frustrated.

But I've never--since January '06 when I met her--been more in love with my wonderful fiancee.

http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fgw-dugin4-2008sep04,0,2871108.story?page=1Read more... )

i'm trying to go to bed way early since school starts soon. if i'm commuting, i will need to get up around 5:30. i'll do what needs to be done ( Read more... )