we went to the party at sean turners last night. it was actually really fun. who would have thought that hanging out with a bunch of people from high school would be fun? but yeah, it was really fun ( Read more... )

so i worked today and one of the guys i take care of is moving to another apartment so my boss and i moved all of his shit ourselves. my arms are all cut up and im bruised from head to toe. we were pretty much done then the guy that was supossed to help us showed up. nice. i was totally almost crushed several times today ( Read more... )

happy 4th of july!
things have been great.
he makes me so happy. <3
hes nothing like the rest of the boys ive been with.
this is wonderful.
:)

i dont really feel bitter. more like indifferent. its just one of those things like i wish i never met him. god my life has been so great the past week and then he messages me and i get pissed off. thats really the only thing i feel for him anymore, just pissed off and mad. its just a pain in the ass to deal with more than anything. its getting a ( Read more... )

its weird what time can do. the things that hurt still hurt but not in the same way. ive accepted everything ive been given and ive grown stronger. i see now that i cant help people that dont want to be or cant be helped. i see that some of the bad situations ive been in ive put myself in. i see that some of the situations were no ones fault and i ( Read more... )

joe and i had an amazing week together. it kinda just came out of nowhere. at this time last week i thought we'd never speak again. we hung out all week. he stayed over tueday and wednesday night and we spent the rest of the week in syracuse. there was no fighting. we snuggled. we talked a lot. we sat in the grass and drank wine. he held my hand. ( Read more... )

so i got a job taking care of a 92 year old lady. shes grumpy and mean. she likes me althought youd never be able to tell. she cant walk well or sit or stand on her own. she always yells at me when i try to help her. shoot me if i ever live to be that old ( Read more... )

happy st. patrick's day ( Read more... )

and he hates me again. i really cant deal with this anymore.

im very miserable today.
i might get to see ashley and martha friday though and that makes me happy. i miss them.<3

he called and told me hes sorry for what happened. i hope we never fight like that again.