Not dead yet, thanks.
Don't ask where I've been, it's complicated.

Cadet Hammad-Saht.
If my girlfriend was gonna be a lesbian, buddy, she'd tell me, and then she'd help me set up the video equipment too.
Breathe.
qraberba, if you're feelin' better, I need to talk to you sometime soon. I've got the headache of my LIFE right now and I'm about ready to tear my own head off.
Gotta lot to think about these days. Couple of ( Read more... )

I've been up since two am dealing with this.
Some of our cadets are dead. Bunch of others are hurt. Quatre took some kind of wound, I haven't had a chance to go and check on him yet but Trowa's with him so I guess he'll be okay without me.
We still don't know who or what it was that attacked them. I only got a really quick look at it and Wufei ( Read more... )

So getting wickedly drunk wasn't all that productive, but fuck if it didn't feel good. Least until the vomiting, anyway.
S'weird, though. It's like I've got this new focus or something. Vicious focus. I feel like I could out talk the damn world right now. (Blow up the damn world, too, but that's another story. Uh.) I guess this is the result, ( Read more... )

Have I ever mentioned that I LOVE POLITICS?
It's true, I LOVE POLITICS. ESPECIALLY L2 POLITICS.
I LOVE spending hours trying to calm people down and trying to fucking negotiate with big buisnesses for higher wages and safer conditions only to get FUCKING ATTACKED for my vaccine scar fifteen minutes later!
Thank god for Sweepers. Thank god for my ( Read more... )

YOU PEOPLE. YOU FUCKIN' PEOPLE.
I DO WISH I COULD SAY I WAS SURPRISED, but I stopped bein' surprised at L2 YEARS AND YEARS AGO. SO. I AM NOT SURPRISED.
People can't fuckin' sit still for long, can they. Gotta have their violence, gotta have their rights or their money or WHATEVER, can't goddamn SIT STILL UNTIL I CAN DO MY JOB AND HELP THEM.
Riots ( Read more... )

That was... is.... whoa. I... well, I'm not dead, no matter what I might've said before. I don't remember writing it at all, so... yes. All I remember is...
Solo? Are you still here?

i didnt know he was still here

but he is

just now i talked to him

and he said
its okay

im not angry
it was never

your fault.

and he said you always

gotta blame yourself

dont you kid

and i said
well yeah

thats just the way i am

and he said

"Change that, Kid. Otherwise, I think you're gonna die ( Read more... )

Okay, I sleep for twelve hours and all sorts of shit happens. foreignminister, zhengyi? What "offers"? Jou-chan? What the hell are you talking about? PLEASE SOMEONE CLUE A GUY IN. AND HEY decembereve WE WERE SUPPOSED TO WORK ON THAT STUFF LAST NIGHT, WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU.

Machine hates me. That's the only explaination. DS doesn't love me anymore. Why, oh why have you abandoned me? Why do you keep tryin' to set me on fire? Fuckin' transmission must be faulty or some shit like that, I dunno. I'm sick of lookin' at it right now. decembereve, tnanashi? Got a good reason why an X42-66 charge-booster might, uh, keep catching on fire? If I ( Read more... )