yeah, so... it's now July 2005, but i suppose it tells you this at the top of the page. what can i say? ummm... i no longer give a shit about kevin or aiden or any of that bullshit ex-boyfriend rah rah ( Read more... )

All day this has been with me. I had a horrifying dream last night of Kevin. I was, and he happened to be at the Munchie, and it was just absolute ceaseless torment the entire time. Kevin walking by and slapping my beer off the table, Kevin whispering "Die Bitch" as I passed... Kev purposely humiliating me...Me crying and begging him to leave me ( Read more... )

jesus.

selfish my ass...

i'll explain later.

So METRIC is my favorite band. Emily Haines has the hottest voice on the planet. Shes up there with Mirah. I found out that shes also in one of my other favorite bands- Broken Social Scene. The things i love seem to be connected by more than the fact that i love them. Odd ( Read more... )

I'm me-
me be-
goddamn-
I am-
I can-
sing and-
hear me-
know me-

Oh Rivers... how I love thee in all your emotional awkwardness...

Mario is my friend.

Oh yes.
It's true.

bye bye

I spoke to Kevin.

Im confused.

What the fuck?

My internal silence is scaring me.

Who is he?

So last night was the art show at the Avant-Garde gallery. I went with A, of course. It was an amazing show. I especially loved the work of Mee Kyung Shim and Tim Brumbeloe. Mee's work is something else. I cant even describe it. If I had had 2300 dollars to puchase a piece, I most definitely would have. Tim is a photographer who had some amazing ( Read more... )

The strangest thing just happened. I woke up and realized I had been dreaming of Kev ( Read more... )

Well, yeah errr... So my Brobos coming home to take his computer away :( So this is my update to say that if you really like me, you'll call. My updates shall be far less frequent. Back to the old paper and pen deal, which might actually be nice because it gave me reasons to go places and be outside for a while. I must purchase a new journal ( Read more... )

Back to reality... no more magic weekend fun in the city of laughter and gunshots ( Read more... )