Today is the day we leave. I think Willis and I both are quite ready to go home, despite hating "home." To me it feels like theres some drama going down around me and Im not being filled in, though I know its not my business, I still feel like it has something to do with me. Im catching the weirdest vibe from Belinda. And this morning Just's ex ( Read more... )

I just read his live journal...

Now I cry...

and cry...

and cry

Still in Pittsburgh. Blah... Im kinda wanting to be alone and theres nowhere to go...these cats are cool, dont get me wrong, but Willis just dumped orange juice all over my shit, he's watching MTV right now, and I think I feel the weight of the Aiden thing sinking in. Im... I dont know... just kind of irritable right now. You know, I figured that ( Read more... )

So im in Pittsburgh right now. We got in last night at like 8:30 or something... then smoked a buncha cheeba and went to some party and drank warm coronas all night long. Woo! Im somehow managing to deal with the dealing process... i guess. One day at a time... one day at a time... blah. So Belinda is the dogs bollocks. I like her. Her friend ( Read more... )

Aiden and i just broke up. For good. Its for the best. We really dont understand each other. Im so glad that Im going to Pittsburgh with Willis...he's my best friend, he gets me. It'll be good to deal with it having a friend around, instead of at home alone. Im sure Willis is looking forward to the 5 hour drive with a girl who needs to vent. Heh ( Read more... )

Im worried for Ken. I really -really- like him, and he's going through some shit. He's a great guy, and I hate the thought of him upset or worried. Its odd to feel such a connection to someone you've never actually met, but his kindness and general good nature come through online. I hope everything ends up well for him... he deserves it ( Read more... )

John fucking Digweed tonight! Im super excited. Emily backed out at the last minute...which sucks, because now im the only chick going, and i'll have nobody to pee with... I'm kinda almost stressing on what to wear... I know there's going to be tons of perfect looking uppity bitches there, so I'd hate to feel like the fat ugly in the room. Oh well ( Read more... )

5 MUTHAFUCKIN' DAYS ( Read more... )

I miss Aiden ( Read more... )

10 DAYS "TIL DIGWEED!!!!!

...cant effin' wait...