So Aiden and I are going to hang tomorrow. Im excited. You know, as stressed out and as confused as I was this passed week, I did miss him. He really is a good guy ( Read more... )

I spoke to Aiden briefly a little bit ago. I feel somewhat better. I cant really explain what Im feeling, or dont really care to at this point... but Im definitely not crying as I write this... so thats a start. I'm not really sure what to write. But I had this overwhelming feeling of contentment for a fleeting moment- so I wanted to document ( Read more... )

The Streets new album 'a grand dont come for free' is so great. I was worried at first because Otis said it wasnt at all like the last record, and that there werent really any garagey tracks like before, but it has something totally unique going on. I cant explain. Im not at all disappointed. If you dont know who Mike Skinner is- PLEASE- go pick ( Read more... )

strange indeed.

more later.

sleep now...

Just saying his name makes me feel better. I actually do have other shit to write about, but god, I miss him more than I can stand to admit. I tried so hard last night to refrain from permitting my addle brained emotional interpretation of whats going on to dictate my mood... I did alright. I seriously feel like I'm craving him-- like he's ( Read more... )

I dont even know what yesterday was all about. I never meant to hurt him. Id like to think that he'd say the same, but that spiteful little comment he made about enjoying my solitude and then signing off before I could reply, makes me wonder. I feel like hes giving me an ultimatum or something. I've known him a week. I think we both forget this ( Read more... )

I've ruined everything...

Aiden. I dont even know what to say. Im at a loss... every little thing about him is perfect. Last night we went to the fireworks together and snuggled in a blanket between two trees. We had a prime spot. It was wonderful. It sounds like regular shit, but for me it is so much more. I've kinda been lacking in the affectionate human contact ( Read more... )

Jesus, okay... so last night, Aiden and I saw Fahrenheit 9/11. It was hilarious and grossly disheartening at the same time. I cried like a small child who dropped their ice cream (or had their limbs blown off for no reason by some opulent maniac born with a silver foot in his mouth) I'm glad that documentaries are being embraced as they are. I' ( Read more... )

Hmm... just got home from Micks. We saw GoiterJelly play at Howards Saturday night. That was pretty fun... not really my type of music though. Sorry to all you metal loving fuckers... So anyway, I made a new friend. His name is Aiden, almost my name backwards... but he lives in Ft. Wayne, he's 22, and super cool. I think we're gonna go see ( Read more... )