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Quick Thought...
Getting ready to go to work in a few minutes, just thought I'd jot a few thoughts down before running out the door. I've realized that when I get sufficient rest, I actually look forward to a day at work. Now I always enjoy working at the bookstore, but when I wake up I wouldn't be excited if it was Christmas, let alone having to get up to go to ( Read more... ) -
Just another day
Things have been a bit rough lately. My sleeping meds are working well, and I'm sleeping every night. The strength of the dose however, is so strong its almost like taking valium apparently. Unless I have to get up early for work, I sleep in until 1, 2 or even 4pm. It feels impossible to get up any earlier. For one of the first times since I can ( Read more... ) -
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I really feel the need to write a lot lately. I feel a lot of emotions bubbling under the surface, that I'm trying desperately to keep under control. I guess I'm hoping by writing, it will help dispel some of those raw feelings and I won't have a breakdown. Its making me feel antsy, and that I need to try and distract myself. Having a day off right ( Read more... ) -
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I'm in the mood to go to Granville Island for some reason. I want to head back to my little piece of Wiccan paradise. Dragonspace, oh how I love thee! Thou art such a magickal store! I just have this feeling that I need to go there. I can smell the store, that amazing combination of incense that they use. I can feel that feeling I always get when I ( Read more... ) -
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So sore today! Why are your muscles always so much more sore the second day? You would think the next day would be the worst, and then start to fade from there. Yesterday was bad, but today, ugh! So much worse! I guess thats what I get for going out and dancing in heels after an 8 hour work day. I'm glad I was able to be there for Sean for his ( Read more... ) -
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So I finally have a job! I have a job at a bookstore that also has a coffee shop in it! There is no better job for me. Its filled and filled with used books: mystery, sci-fi, fantasy, romance, classics, biographies, thriller, general, non-fiction, erotica, religion.... everything!! We have about 100,000 books. And my job is to go through every ( Read more... ) -
Tips from Mayghan - A Blurb about Relationships and Sex
With how far our civilization has advanced, you would think we would be comfortable talking about the most natural thing in the world: sex. Yet despite our numerous advances, it is still such a taboo topic among most people. Sure, they do it, but most never talk about it. So what about those couples where sex in the bedroom is a bit lacking, and ( Read more... ) -
You have bent your shoulders, to hold the weight of the world, you will surely shatter
Its 7:30am and I haven't been to bed yet. I am sick to death of having such an opposite schedule. I woke up at 6pm yesterday, and because of that... can't go to sleep until super late... errr.. early. Listening to The Hush Sound since every album they have just puts me in a happy mood.
Your heartbeat is pulsing at night in your chest
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I still haven't heard from the Delta Resort. It's been a week now since I sent the resume. Neither of us have heard anything. I'm going to send one of those "just wondering if you needed any other info" emails thats actually just a "hi, remember me? yeah, call me!" email. I'm starting to lose hope a bit. If we don't get this job, we're fucked. I ( Read more... ) -
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I can't believe its been so many months since I have written. I guess it felt pointless to write since my life is still the same. And who wants to write the same thing day after day. I'm still sick, we still don't know why, I'm still stuck at home all day. Oh wait, one thing has changed, I even had to stop doing Passion Parties because I started ( Read more... )