been like a billion years since i updated, but i will make a quick post. Bekah and I have spent the night together for 27 of the past 30 days. I love it. We have a wonderful relationship developing, physical and emotional. Her son is awesome and we get along well. I look forward to every moment I get to spend with her/them. When we are apart ( Read more... )

Haven't been up on entries. Life is still kicking me in the gut. I keep getting miracles handed to me or drawing them out of thin air myself, but I am waiting for my luck to fail, good or bad. Missed a great chance to meet becca. But,leaves me hopeful. Think I will send her flowers. Gonna sack and recoup.

Okay, so exhausted that I should skip this but I am tired of the retelling so will write and then direct traffic to here or paste as needed. See it started off pretty pissy and quickly grew worse ( Read more... )

Got to get to handle one of the white's yesterday, Apollo. Got two great pics. Spent the whole day out there, from 8 am to 9 pm. I helped prep for opening. Mostly helped with construction and errands. We almost have the new enclosure for Charlie (Bengal Tiger) built. Helped move the white's over at the end of the day ( Read more... )

I have a tendency to do a mental review each day. The days have worn me out so much that I have trouble getting myslef to put the review to livejournal ( Read more... )

Just got out of the tub. Feeling content. Not sure if a tub full of hot water did it or just the general feeling of well being I have.

Cat Tales has been awesome, actually fed some of the smaller cats. Got all bloody hauling pelvises around and such. Wierd butawesome. Exhausted.

minutes, hours, seconds. Easily broken into pieces, yet flowing together and past so quickly. Time rushes past, I swim through it, caught in the undertow. Do you feel it? It passes me by. Can I grab it? Can we share it? The mundane details of life take so much and yield so little. The joys of moments are quickly grasped, savored. Too soon ( Read more... )

The week at work wound up well. got everything caught up, new guy is training and doing well. feel pretty happy

That is all my time is taken up with. Woe is me? Naah. I am exhausted, physically, mentally and emotionally. But it is nice to wash it all out. It is a kind of a cleansing. Gotten over Bridgette. She was chatting with me when she was in Montana visiting family, but hasn't said a word since then. Oh well. There is still Cyndi, Sharon, and ( Read more... )