I had this crazy dream last night that my husband had a double life and everytime I would go off to work he would leave the kids home alone and run off partying and hanging out with his friends n stuff ( Read more... )

Today was an okay day, I went to work, got hit on by two guys and lovin every bit of it. I am not where I want to be yet, with my weight, but its coming close I know ( Read more... )

My lease is up in two months and I haven't decided what to do or where to go. It's a big step for me because I've been having drama like crazy with my family memeber and It seems like to me it would be best to get far away from everyone on to center myself and start all over ( Read more... )

I've been trying to eat more after having my second child than my first. I dont know, I guess it's easier not to deny myself so much to where I feel nutty all of the time. I try to eat 1000 calories a day and if I go over I work it off over time. I've been staying real true to that for at least 9 days and almost true to that for about 6 months. I' ( Read more... )

wow, the last time I've posted something on here was in september. Thats crazy! Thats when I was still worried out my eating and everything. I have not gained a million pounds but I have gained a few uncomfortable pounds that I really need to lose ( Read more... )

I am living with the 33 year old i've always talked about and I work and go to school so much that its hard to get on here when I like. I just bought an ellipticle yesterday because I've been falling off for 2 months big time. I am going back to my own starving ways. Plus my man is hella thin and in shape and it makes me feel like a tub of lard ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've gone 24 hours without food. I'm going to go longer because I'm getting the heck out of this house. I mean, I'm so freakin stressed!!! I just know I failed my math test today, the one I've been studying all weekend for. It was a total waste of my time!!! I'm going to have to drop this class for sure. I need fresh air, I ( Read more... )

I'm back yall!!! So I'm still cutting calories and everything. People are really starting to notice, but it's not to the point to where they think I'm anorexic. I eat more some days than others. like today, I didn't even work out and I ate 1000 cals. I am a server though and those calories came from just 3 servings of raisin bran cereal. It's not ( Read more... )

I almost fell off for a second. I started eating normally for a couple of weeks. I'm so close to my goal that I just have to remember not to give up. I think I'm going to cut carbs for a week, cut calories, and work out. I need to speed things up ( Read more... )

well, I've been busy with work and a bunch of other things. I cannot wait until this week is over because I keep thinking about all that I have to take care of. I'm so stressed out!!!!