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Instincts.
I'm the last warrior in the Lover's War
and the shock of loss rattles me to the core
I never knew what could be explained before
I began looking to the sky to become suddenly sure.
Or something like that anyway, I forgot what I was aiming for. This has been quite the quiet weekend. I sat around at Ben and Jen's while everyone was out and about. Ben and ( Read more... ) -
Positively Awesome.
I like how songs I've been listening to for the longest time suddenly start to have meaning. It made my day better.
Skeleton Key - Margot and the Nuclear So and So's
I did a sick, sick thing to my love.
My lack of loyalty, it swallowed her up.
And she cooks me food.
She squirmed and turned like a skeleton key.
She left her man unattended to me.
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Warm.
Just now, walking back from Ben and Jen's, I did my usual walk and prayer with God that I do every time I walk back to my room. Usually I'd start with asking for forgiveness and then asking if I was going where my life was going was according to His will and on as such.
Today, I got interrupted with this warming feeling in my chest that made me ( Read more... ) -
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“Peace I leave with you, My peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” John 14:27
I think my mind just exploded.
That, and the book I've been reading, Black, about a man delving in and out between two worlds every time he falls asleep, discovers that there's more than ( Read more... ) -
Difference.
Well. It's been a year for me here in Florida and I can't help but notice so many things different about this year compared to this time last year. Some of the things I went through will probably never happen again, because they've molded me radically into something I never thought I could've imagined - happy ( Read more... ) -
Revolve, Switch, Relive, Savor, Release, Soar.
My thoughts have been revolving around the idea of something growing inside me. I can't shake the idea for the life of me. Usually, I would've been scared that this was happening, but instead, I find myself wide open, and elcoming all the things that make the feeling feel wonderful. I feel as if my head is clear, I know what to do next, even if ( Read more... ) -
Situation
This year has been something different. I can tell already. I'm not wrapped headfirst around some girl 600 miles away. I'm wrapped around several that far away and possibly a few down here closer, who all seem like good choices. It's just a matter of which makes me the most fulfilled and which actually would want me the want I should be wanted ( Read more... ) -
Contraption.
I want to be more than something ( Read more... ) -
The Storyteller's Corner
Somewhere under this misanthropic sky
lies a simpler vision of you and I.
A place where I once knew my dreams to fly,
by whim and trim, by skip and jump, free by and by.
Somewhere there are sacrifices made
splitting thoughts that never fade.
exponentially creating requiems
that never see the light of day.
The stories pile in a corner of my heart
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Imprinted.
Just to state a random fact:
Even though I had a fantastic weekend, I still feel empty and incomplete. Unimportant sex just doesn't cut it for me.
And reading through your journal entries doesn't exactly feel good anymore either. It just makes me feel like a super douche.
I keep reading the entries around 2004 and 2005, before I got trapped in a long ( Read more... )