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Bottles.
Deep inside I have this hole, and it's where I keep all of the things that anger me, or make me sad - Its the place that no one ever sees, that no one shoul ever see of me. I'm good at pushing things aside, and just letting them bubble over when I'm alone. Just little bottles full of remorse and sorrow, regrets and dissappointments, all down the ( Read more... ) -
Out of Desperation, Into Aspirations.
I wanted so desperately to cling on to the idea that I used to be in love. But it only leaves me ith a sour taste in my mouth. I don't think any differently of her, my memories still all feel the same as if they had just happened, they just feel different on the outside now. I can remember every emotion that was present, but it just feels too weird ( Read more... ) -
You say you miss me, but I know that you don't.
It's been nice living only for myself. It takes some getting used to, but I can feel inklings of things I used to enjoy filtering itself back down. And even then, newer things are sprouting up. Planning trips and buying my own things. Making collections out of things people never expect, writing music meant for no one other than myself. It's nice ( Read more... ) -
I Rue The Day...
I just had a heart to heart with the most unexpected of persons that I work with ( Read more... ) -
NoteTaken:
I used to take a lot of things for granted, and for that I'll have to apologize.
not necessarily over the web, but one day, I'd like to do it in person.
Or at least before my time is up.
After some things that happened tonight, I've seen how some guys are
and what type of guy I AM, and what type of people I allow close to me.
I assumed way too much ( Read more... ) -
The Song of my Soul.
"Stay or Leave "
Dave Matthews - Some Devil
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
But you should
It was good as good goes
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
But you did
So what to do
With the rest of today's afternoons, hey
Isn't it strange how we change
Everything we did
Did I do all that I could
That I should'a done?
Remember we used to dance
And everyone ( Read more... ) -
Crush
I hear my heart flutter when you speak ( Read more... ) -
A Note From the Author / Coincidences
The more I read into Twilight, the more I see how I became to love you ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Please,
just let me kiss you once more.
I can't get you off my mind.
Damn.
I really wish we could go back to where we were.
Stupid, stupid me. *punches forehead*
*sigh* I hate how I make myself feel. -
(Untitled)
I've never regretted having her around until you had me hear that song ( Read more... )