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I don't feel wanted. My boyfriend makes friends with lots of really slutty tacky girls on Facebook. Why would a guy who has a girlfriend make friends whose kind of girls unless he wasn't getting any at home!? Ha! That's because he isn't! We don't have sex anymore. I'm too repulsive to him. It doesn't matter if I'm fat or skinny, he will never find ( Read more... )

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mebeskinny Apr 25, 2012 00:20

I am happiest when I am left alone.

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Sorry I can't white out..

mebeskinny Feb 28, 2011 09:01

Yesterday was bloody awful. Worked last night, ordered a burger and fries for dinner. I'd been having an awful shift and WANTED the reason to purge. Except when I tried, my throat closed up and it wasn't until I drank another pint if water and waited 15 mins that i could get rid of anything. I didn't even manage half, WTF? My throat still feels ( Read more... )

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A little bit of everything..

mebeskinny Feb 19, 2011 23:30

The no smoking didnt last long unformatuately. Although I didn't last night, and am trying to hold off tonight, however I would really like to stay up and draw which I absolutely love doing stoned so the addiction may win on this occasion.

I am at my parent house at the moment. I forget how much I love it down here.

One down-side, my ex is currently ( Read more... )

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I'm not normally this open. But I've never had to deal with a situation like this before.

mebeskinny Feb 04, 2011 13:28

( Personal bullshit.. Unfortunately includes drug refences )

Not ED related

mebeskinny Feb 01, 2011 02:01

I need help. I am utterly in love with my bf, but just recently I've been fantasizing about my ex a LOT. We've exchanged a few texts recently too. On the flirty side, but I know he loves his gf, so it's as if it's just an old habit.
( I do get the feeling though that if opportunity presented itself, nothing would stop us.. Unfortunately our sex life ( Read more... )

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