On November 13th 2013, I lost my father.  He fought a good fight for the last almost 6 years on dialysis, suffered a total of 1 stroke and then 3 heart attacks.  He did not let up, he fought tooth and nail and never let it slow him down ( Read more... )

I really need to update this more.  I guess I really wasnt for a while cause I was just in the wrong state of mind, fighting depression and all.  But things are going very well, so let me tell you about it ( Read more... )

I havent posted anything since before I moved to Guelph, the move went well and I am settling in alright.  Things with Vo are going well, but Im just having a hard time adjusting to this city ( Read more... )

  Well we found a great place in Guelph, which was lucky, because it is almost impossible to find an apartment there, for a few reasons, 1 no one wants to give them up because they are so freaking well maintened and people who work in the building are so crazy nice its sad, 2 the students and 3 because people want to actually live there ( Read more... )

Im happy today, because I am at peace with the big change coming up in my life ( Read more... )

i have a huge change coming soon and Im not scared of that change, im excited for it and I want it to start now.  But the step I need to take to get there Im afraid of because I know its going to cause guilt and drama I dont need or want.  Why do things always have to be so hard?

Why does my body hate me so much, honestly I am at a loss at what to do anymore with it all.

So as always when one thing in my life goes very well, everything else falls to shit ( Read more... )

its been a bit since Ive written anything, but good things to report.

Things with Vo are just amazing, I hated having to let him go home last night, he was here for 3 solid weeks (had time off work) not once did I want to smother him in his sleep or did we even get on each other nerves, bicker, bitch..I mean lietterly nothing, We just fit so well ( Read more... )

I hate having to let Vo go back home...