Is officially dating one of the most amazing people I have I ever met, who is also so crazy talented it still blows my mind when I see his  artwork and keep reading more of his published book.  What he sees in me I will never understand, but you know what, I dont care cause he makes me smile in ways I forgot how to for many years ( Read more... )

I cant stop smiling, omg I just cant believe how wow today was....it was wonderful.

Tomorrow....oh boy nervous, but excited....I deserve this, I deserve something wonderful like this.  If all goes well then I will fill in on it all.

yup I still cant stop smiling....its awesome!  Could I really be this lucky....damn I deserve this I do, this is what I am worth :)

Im sick, but smiling a real smile for the first time in a very long long time.  Let see what happens shall we.

SO I spent most of my day in the hospital getting my insides scanned, I think I can glow in the dark from space now.  Get results back next week when I go back to the cancer clinic.  I know its not that my cancer back, but I do know that the swelling has come back after only 1 month of keeping it at bay, its so frustrating!  But I think I have ( Read more... )

I MET ANNE RICE!!! I was in the front row not 5 feet from her, I got to talk to her and ask questions, I think Im on tv now doing that (ive lost count how many times Ive been on tv) and she signed my 2 favorite books I love from her the most, and I got her to sign the new book for my friend Ben since he couldnt come, so I bought 2 copies of the new ( Read more... )

the happiest thing to report in my life this year is today, going to see Anne Rice, meet the amazing writer I ve loved since I was 13 and get her to autograph my 2 favorite books!!

My father is better, but still not out of the woods, so I can stop crying at least for 1 day.

I knew it was too good to be true...sigh...oh well

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Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get ( Read more... )