i realized how much i fucking hate shopping. its even worse shopping alone for house stuff. people are stupid and rude and they make me one of those people that are stupid and rude and it sucks. theres always shit in the way of what you are wanting to look at and it just sucks ( Read more... )

so pretty much i made the best decision. it feels right. and hopfully this go around it will be. bleh.

myspace status changed to "in a relationship" haha . :)

<3

so finding out shit sucks. i dont know if i can do this shit again. i have alot to think about. to be honest i feel like a dumbass. because shit was going on before. god damn this shit sucks. my feelings are super hurt

so pretty much i am cofused as shit right now.

that sucks.

i leave tomorrow.

i party tonight!

ill miss some of you fuck heads. happy birthday to me friday!

FUCKIN PARTY!?

p.s. tri hawks are the shit. i think i might get another one.... lol

my birthday parties were the shit! i had alot of fun.

and i leave in few more days. if i could just stay there life would be set.

another thing that i hate is how close scott was to my family because he is always brought up everytime i see everyone. and it makes me cry. thanks a fucking lot.
point blank guys are assholes. now i really know!

the show last night was fun as fuck! the briefs are awsome to watch. casulties were funny as hell ( Read more... )

tonight was nice. seeing some girls it made me smile.

but i just wish things were how they use to be. i would give up anything to have that back.

i am driving myself crazy!! i want a date dammit! i deffinatly dont want a relationship for a long time all i want to do is date guys for one night or something! im not fucking ugly! so whats the problem. life isnt fair