i said goodbye to our pb group aka. the testosterone group today. that struck a small chord. aaand wednesday will be my official move out day.  Tina's roommate moved in on saturday and it struck another chord when i walked into the room to see things that didn't belong to me ( Read more... )

i'm bummed and bitter/jealous and it out weighs the good that happened today.

i'm bummed and bitter/jealous and it out weighs the good that happened today.  
bummed: I went to the dentist to get a cleaning, only to find out that i've had 2 cavities for the past 1 1/2 yrs that they've known about but never fixed.  I guess they overlooked my ( Read more... )

man, the tears have not stopped this week! I shead tears on sat, mon, tue, wed, and friday. stop already!!! I just read an email that my dad had sent me and I couldn't help myself.  the fobby words he writes really gets to me sometimes.  And i think to myself, why must things be this way?

oh man... i really dont know what to say. i feel like i'm about to give a speech... i'm grateful that i was able to share these past 7yrs of your life with you. And surprised that you had so much to say about it. we'll still see each other though!

Truely... (gAd i think i'm gonna cry while i type this)... truely and sincerely these past 2 years ( Read more... )

lauren left today and she text tina saying that our 298 song was playing on the radio when she left. then tina and i decided to play it in the room.  i feel so sad! not only is it a good song and i personally like it, but it was lauren who first introduced it to me saying it was a good song. It has been and will forever be lauren's & 298's song.  i ( Read more... )

pretty ironic
my mom asked me to pick up some legal papers today. I went to the man's office around 11ish and he explained wat it was to me.  In my hands were the finalized paperwork and copies of my parents divorce.  As of today, my parents are officially legally divorced. sad... 
jokingly, he said "haha now you can take her out for a drink", as if ( Read more... )

my body is screwed up.  i think its cuz i'm nervous about finals and graduation or the coffee from last night was stronger than i thought ( Read more... )

i just want to give a quick shout out to aroucha cuz i just saw her like 10min ago here at the library. i decided to take yet another break from writing my paper and write here instead ( Read more... )

tomorrow is clapping day, which means its the end of instruction. 10th week is over for me folks. No more listening to professors lecturing, no more taking notes in class, and no more need to pay attention...because its all over.

i wake up this morning to tina's chewing, thinking it was someone from my dream eating chips.  I roll over and see that its only 8am! i try to fall back asleep but i realize that I have alot of things to do today.  I decide to get up and start my day! go me! buuuut my day wouldn't technically start till 930, since thats when i set my alarm, sooo i' ( Read more... )