haven't written in 100 years it feels like and i figured i ought to. i love this thing. i've had it for so many years and it's nice to look back at the ebbs and flows. i moved again, about 2 blocks up from downtown and it's sweet. i can walk 5 minutes to the beach or 5 minutes in the other direction for real pretty views. the place is a nice size, ( Read more... )

i started taking vitamin b12 because i've heard it's got a lot of benefits and will leave you feeling more energized all the way around. today is the second day i took it. i felt more energized. i got it with my little doll rachel, she knows a whole lot more than i do about hollistic shit, health, wellness, and the lot. it's fun because we will go ( Read more... )

things are still going very well. so stable, healthy. i feel at HOME here, miranda and i's apartment is so cute and we both buy like kitchen stuff, pictures to hang up on the walls, unique shelves. she is sucha wonderful roomboom babe too i am so happy it's worked out so well. it's been feeling like spring and i feel like the beautiful weather has ( Read more... )

i try to think about how long it's been since i've had someone so genuinely good a part of my life. it's strange and wonderful.. sometimes i feel like i don't deserve it, it's too good to be true, negative crazy girl thoughts. other times i feel overwhelmed with how lucky i am to have found him, so cheesy but really, like i really lucked out. he's ( Read more... )

i need to slow down. i know i need to slow down. i don't seem to have the self control, will-power, care, etc to do so, though. hm

welly well, long time no post. so i love my home, it's lovely. it has big windows that open inwardly and provide plenty of breeze and sunshine, so much hustle and bustle from the street down below, i love it! i've been decorating and cleaning and having friends over constantly and renting movies and reading books and going on salad lunch dates by ( Read more... )

-i think, hope, and am 95% sure i am getting my DREAM apartment, orrrrr the best of the best available offers for here in ventura... it's on the avenue (which i love living on the avenue, it's so warm down here, friendly people, so close to downtown, 5 minute bike ride to the beach, close to my friends, not on the east end, CHEAP! especially in the ( Read more... )

this wonderful stint with my current roommate is coming to a close.. she's moving to louisiana for 6 months to be with her sister in june. she has been such an awesome freaking roommate. the best i've ever had. everything has been so equal and respectful. i am sad but also looking forward to what's to come next because i've decided i'm not going to ( Read more... )

wanna hear a funny story?
it will truly illustrate how hopeless/desperate/ridiculous/silly/even more ridiculous/comical/etc my life is these days.

ok, so, it all started last week when i went to get my oil changed. i was immediately attracted to the boy who worked on my car. he was so cute! and babely! he had grey eyes with scruff, a soft face ( Read more... )

i've been dippin around on livejournal because i work at 7:30am tomorrow and i'm putting off going to bed i guess, and i just realied that i've had this livejournal for like, 7 years. uhm that's kind of crazy ( Read more... )