-exercise and healthy eating, improve on these ( Read more... )

much has changed since my last post. i moved in with a girl i worked with between july-september and within the 2 month span of living with her she literally turned into a junkie and ended up going to rehab, which now looking back on it is just kind of funny to me because it's just so ridiculous and of course that would end up happening to me. and ( Read more... )

things are up and then down then whatever, on a constant loop. the more i am out in the sunshine, going thrifting, hanging around good, positive people, and eating well, the happier i am. the more i sleep and hibernate and seclude myself, the downer i feel.. pretty obvious types information over here ( Read more... )

so i'm like, not even messing around right now but i seriously forgot how to go on a diet. i forgot what motivation feels like. i forgot what self control feels like. it's not funny, i'm being serious. it's a really serious issue. the even sadder part about it is that during the day time i don't really give 2 fucks about it, i'm like, super content ( Read more... )

things have finally been going really well lately and it feels so great, this is more like how i should be feeling. my dad and sister visted a couple weeks back and that was great as always. my sister, brother and i got new tattoos, i'll post pictures later. i love it. i got moved up to be a server at my job! which is great. i'm doing great in ( Read more... )

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( i'm annoyed @ myself/hear me complain )

sometime last week, i've started feeling really good again. i almost feel like that slump i was in is completely over and i couldn't be more happy about it. i wonder if it is coincidental that i finally got off my ass and started jogging again last week as well? i feel i have a spark again, motivation, thrills, a lust for life. very very happy ( Read more... )

yah, pretty much sums it up. this year was good because it was much better than last year, and i'm happy very happy about that. i would like my life to only continue getting better. right now i'm at a stand-still, still. it's only my doing, too. i know what i need to do to get in a better mindset and i'm remaining complacent, some days are better ( Read more... )

i don't mean to be all melodramatic on livejournal or anything, but something has been wrong with me. i know i usually am pretty lazy and unmotivated, but it's to a whole new level. it may or may not be because i've been sick for the last couple of weeks, but i've felt really down lately. all i want to do is lay in bed and eat food and take xanax ( Read more... )