I don't mean to be slimming down, but I am! I have no scale, but my clothes are looser and I've had to tighten my belt a notch. It came as a complete surprise one morning after I pulled the belt through the loops; as I was fastening the buckle, it naturally slipped into the next hole. At least one person has noticed. Earlier this week someone ( Read more... )

It's been some time since I last posted anything, but I do still exist. Thriving and doing well, actually. I haven't written anything on here because I haven't felt like there has been anything to write. Well, that's not true entirely; I've just been pretty lazy. I haven't written anything on here, or in my diary, or anywhere else; and I'm ( Read more... )

So, what's everyone up to today? I'm interested in hearing about everyone's Easter. Did anyone go to church? Anyone actually celebrating the religious side of it? I'm not even Chrisian, and I don't think my parents ever give it much thought, so today is mostly just another day for us. A fun day, though! My mom gave me a basket full of candy, ( Read more... )

So, Alexis and I have already worked out together 4 times. It's pretty fun! Phew, we are both so out of shape though. It should get easier as we go on, so that's good. It hurts, aches, and burns; and leaves you sore and breathless; but it also just feels really good {and works up a huge appetite ;) }. I'm excited to be starting my journey to ( Read more... )

I came off of my diet yesterday, of which I was on for about 20 days. I'm proud of myself! I didn't think it was bad at all! And you know, I don't actually know how much weight I lost, since I don't have a scale at home, but I know that I did lose quite a bit. I could actually notice and feel myself shrinking! It pretty funny: I broke it with ( Read more... )

So, Alexis broke the diet. She broke it and left me in the dark, still dieting, for a couple of days. I felt a little betrayed at first, but hardly; mostly just glad that she's having a good time. She has been down in Mexico, somewhere near Cancun. The resort she's staying at is what she called "all-inclusive." All-inclusive means her family ( Read more... )

See, part of me wants to diet, and the other part doesn't. There's something about being 200 pounds at the age of 18 that scares me. It doesn't seem like too much to me until I also take into consideration how young I still am. Maybe I should allow myself 10 lbs per year; for example, 200 lbs at 20 years, 210 lbs at 21, 220 lbs at 22, etc... I ( Read more... )

You know what I really want to do right now? I want to go out with some friends! But I don't have any friends! They've all left me for spring break. Even Alexis is gone... so sad. We've basically been attached at the hips this last month; I feel incomplete without her. Now I have nothing to do but sit around... and get fat(ter). But no! Now ( Read more... )

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A lot of the time I think that I eat pretty normally and healthily. I'd like to get others' opinions, though. Okay here's an example of what I ate from the other day ( Read more... )