Visited my brother today.  Had to be home by 4 to get ready for Boch Beer Fest, when I get the call (halfway home) that I don't have to be anywhere until 6:30 PM.  WTF.  It was great shopping in Zerns with Lori, Von and Dave ( Read more... )

Really bad cravings!  But I made it through ( Read more... )

Day Seven is kicking ass.  I feel really great.  I got some Altoids to alieviate the need to stick a cig in my mouth and they are working.  They are spearminty goodness and make me happy.

You know, I am who I am.  That's the way I feel today.  Fuck 'em if they have a problem with it, whoever they are.  I don't give a flying fuck anymore what people ( Read more... )

 Well I made it through one week of no smoking.  YAY ME!

I still have a headache though, which is annoying.

Feeling a lot better with a weight lifted of my mind stopping writing for XPI.

That's it.  I'm dry.

I am getting what is called the addiction headache.  Its another symptom that I am coming off a dangerous drug and its just normal.  I have had a headache for the last two days...

In other news, I quit writing for XPI.

In other, other news:  My cubemate asked me out on a date.

When she's ready.

:)

 Dear Sirs and Madams:

It is with deepest regret that I resign my position as a writer for Medieval Fantasy.  I have been writing solidly for XPI for nine years, proudly serving the customers of XPI and continuing to make sure game was enjoyable for all.  It has been a true pleasure to entertain you.

Recently, that has changed.

Due to mismanagement ( Read more... )

So I'm cruisin the net, to keep from thinking about a smoke, when I come across the Official Adam Ant website.  He has his picture on the website.  He still looks damn yummy, yummy enough to be eaten ( Read more... )

Day three went pretty easy, except for the driving part.  I had a problem and wanted a cigarette to "Calm" me down.  Instead I had a tic tac and barrelled through the urge pretty nicely.   Yay me ( Read more... )

Really hard day today for some reason.  Not sure why but I could really use a cig right now and not having one is making sense though, so its not an all out nic fit ( Read more... )

So its day two of quitting smoking, and I get most of my cravings in front of the computer because that is where I did most of my smoking.  I have a very full stinky ashtray here that dissuades me from smoking mainly because of the nasty stench ( Read more... )