go ahead...ask me what my favorite movie is or perhaps my favorite color or my favorite artist or my favorite food...or even start with a little less advance question such as "what do you like to do on your free time?"...and don't stop at anything until you get an answer because i'd like to know too.

i've discovered the solution to everything in life...world hunger, world peace, bush's presidency, my sanity, constipation and the list goes on....the universal remedy for life is a pair of dorothy gale's red glittery heels from the wizard of oz....whenever you're having a bad day, all you have to do is click those red shining fuckers together and ( Read more... )

i miss the feeling of staying up late and just sitting in my chair aimlessly meandering through the tangled sites of the web...recieving late night phone calls...listening to my music of choice...feeling my hands go numb from the cold...the familiar feeling of home...

i lost my damn BU ID again...damn i've had 3 ids in the last 3 months...i went to go replace my lost terrier card today...and they made me take a new photo although i thoroughly enjoyed my last photo...i faked a horrible smile for it...

when i got the card...i was surprise how genuine it looked...i almost forgot that i was good at that...

ok no one ever reads this journal of mine but enough people who i don't know enough or at all or people i know too well but that's always the case...i haven't written in a while...updating on my life...telling people what's happening...i kind of just let it happen and replay it in my head and the only people who see it is me and the person that was ( Read more... )

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i felt it last night at the prom...and probably even more at graduation...i'm done...i'm done...with high school...once i leave...i want to LEAVE. put it behind me and move forward ( Read more... )

it's funny how life works sometimes. it's such a big jumble but in the end, it always makes itself look good, that perhaps the bad experiences are just as valuable as the good, that it's ok sometimes things suck like no other, because the excuse is that...it's life. and it's validity is confirmed in those two words.

you know what i hate? how everytime it takes me by surprise and throws me off the tracks. i had it all planned out. i was going to see him on june 27th. not now. not next week. nor the week after. i wish i didn't have to see you now. i wish you were still here. you can yell at me. you can beat me if you want. just promise to be there when ( Read more... )

Where did the year go??...time seemed to have slow down again...perhaps it's cuz i'm still waiting...
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