i just took a long, hot shower...i felt bare...i felt angry...then i came out...and i looked into the mirror...it wasn't covered with fog like i wanted it to be...the shattered reflection stared back at me...it only inflamed me more.

before i start on my think piece for history hw...i just felt the need to ramble...all day i can't help but think of i've changed since last year...actually i prefer to call it growing because i don't think i'm much of a different person but rather i have additive aspects...but also how other people around me have changed...friends, aquaintances, ( Read more... )

i wonder it feels like to watch the sunset with someone you love...i've always watched it by myself...and i enjoyed it.

WHEEEE!!!!! i'm exhausted!!!!! i had 3 hours of sleep last night and i slept at 6 am the night b4!!! PARTAY!!! Jesus Christ Superstar is over...tear tear... HELLLLOOOO to free time afterschool...

all in all my day has fantasically terrible. i failed my chem quiz which was worth half a test. i got a C on my math test which really pisses me off cuz i made so many stupid mistakes. had to handle my financial aid college crap my ass. and now i'm studying for tomorrow's chemistry midterm...and then there's the mysterious phone calls to ( Read more... )

So all of a sudden i have 2 interviews for college...UPenn and Tufts...i'm a little scared except not at all...the UPenn person sounded racist...she was so mean to my mom...i hope the UPenn person doesn't bite

i really hate the brookline public school system for cancelling school on friday...now midterms are postponed and i have to spend another wkend agoninzing over it...i just want to get it over with...i cant wait till 2nd term's over...fuck school then...i'm so sick of it...

i'm pooped....but hey at least no more tests for the next 3 weeks.

i was told to make a LJ and so i did. i gave into peer pressure. shucks. there are a lot more important and productive things i should be doing right now but i feel no motivation to work. i'm just hoping for a snow day that i won't happen. wishful thinking is always nice. i'm going to keep praying to buddha.