Rain, rain go away

[meiy3n]

i just took a long, hot shower...i felt bare...i felt angry...then i came out...and i looked into the mirror...it wasn't covered with fog like i wanted it to be...the shattered reflection stared back at me...it only inflamed me more.

Comments

[fineaswine]

what are you sad about?
i love you
alex

[meiy3n]

i'm sad for many reasons...but COLLEGES being the main issue...i could write u a paper about why i'm upset about it but i'm not going to...everyone's been telling me that it's ok...cuz it doesn't matter where u go to college and that it doesn't determine how successful i will be in the future...but it's so much more than that...i feel like i've been cheated...i feel like i'm not the only one that i've dissappointed...sorry for being so vague and incomprehensible...but i just don't feel like spilling my feelings out in a reply over LJ...there's just something that irks me about that.
<3Lena

[slynk]

I love you. Feel better love..I can't wait to see you dance tonight....