well I really hope this makes you happy...i've given up...i'm tired of all this bullcrap. its pointless.

i keep crying...i have no idea why...sometimes things just hurt too much....

umm yea glad i could be the one you screw over time and time again...its great getting your heart thrown to the ground,stomped on then given back with a knife through ( Read more... )

yea computers still broke deal..I am

Vallys party was fun happy be-lated bday although I said happy early bday in my last post thing.

life couldnt get any more screwed up. its like I'm a magnet to everything and anything that could happen thats bad.

i am really starting to get annoyed by somethings. make up your mind please.

i hate always being ( Read more... )

This is me updating....

I'm at nikkis my computer is still broken

Life keeps getting more confusing and I find myself questioning things that shouldnt be questioned ever!

I do suppose things happen for a reason right? but what do you do when you cant see what that reason is?

What do you do when all you want to do is cry or hide where no one ( Read more... )

ahhh my computers broken and it sucks....I'm at Nikkis fall break was okay. I went to mississippi to help with the hurricane relief stuff. it was neat and sad.

in other news....I miss stuff soooo freakin much.

my life is poopy right now.

I hate feeling like I'm the 3rd wheel or just the second choice.

thats all

with lots of love....

i'm off to mississippi until wed. love you all. and yes my computer still doesnt work so keep your pants on dont do anything I wouldnt do keep your hands and all other objects to yourself. please and thanks ( Read more... )

okay so things are still pretty much blah still.

friday tegan and the gang came back the see everyone it made me happy.

it was homecoming. it was soooo cold and wet not cool. I didnt even stay for the whole game because well my feet were frozen and I couldnt feel them.

i'm sooo tired. i've been broken down and broken down and theres just nothing ( Read more... )

ugh...I had a whole journal entry typed up and it deleted it all ( Read more... )

If you can please just come rescue me from this hole that I am in I would love you forever.

I miss you

So I figured why not update, I'm bored, no homework other than reading and studying.

So I have been feeling so useless lately. Like nothing I do or say matters to anyone. I feel so completly alone. I feel like I have no one that I can talk to about important things or things that bother me. I feel like I have lost my best friend. Although I haven' ( Read more... )

10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: pink
Favorite Food: chicken
Favorite Bands/Singers: fall out boy, relient k
Favorite Movie: LOTR
Favorite Sport: to watch bball to play soccer
Favorite Season: winter
Favorite Day Of The Week: wed.

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: vanillia
Favorite time of the day: afternoon
9 Currents...
Current Mood: annoyed and like I'm being ( Read more... )