it's been ages since i've posted on here! i honestly don't know where the months have gone, time is going by too quickly. soon it will be winter again, already a few of the leaves have started to turn yellow here. i'm dreading the upcoming cold weather, it's inevitable that there will be snow in just a few weeks, noooo ( Read more... )

i just realized that other than talking to a few cashiers at the grocery store, i have not spoken to anyone all day. wow. i have hit a new low. i feel especially lonely and bored. make that alone and bored.

i haven't posted anything on here in ages, mostly because i never seem to have much spare time to myself anymore. looking after chris and our house is a full time job, in addition to the 41+ hours i spend at work! i'm finally beginning to understand what my mom was always complaining about ( Read more... )

it's amazing how quickly things can change, all it takes is one second. a blink of an eye. last night i was cleaning out our office and emptying a box that chris had been throwing old bills, pay stubs etc into. one of the last things i found in the box was a pay stub with six girls names and phone numbers. i was shocked. i couldn't believe chris ( Read more... )

i haven't abandoned my blog, i've just been so busy since i moved here that i haven't had very many chances to even use my computer. chris and i have been working on the house day and night and we're nearly finished the basement suite and upstais kitchen. which just leaves the upstairs bathroom, laundry room and family room yet to be completed. ( Read more... )

chris and i had a long talk yesterday and i feel a lot better. i explained how i felt like he was making plans with everyone but me and that if we didn't make time to see each other than we're nothing more than two people that live together. i also told him how i want us to do activities together, not just sit around the house and watch tv or ( Read more... )

i haven't felt much like blogging lately... everything is fine, but i'm still adjusting to living with chris. we were apart for so long that i still want to spend lots of time with him - but he wants to live his "normal" life, which means going out with the guys on his nights off. it feels like we've barely spent any time together since i got here ( Read more... )

i made it! MN and i left around 5am on friday july 10, stopped for something to eat in kamloops and didn't stop again (except to get gas) until edmonton. it took us 13 hours which was pretty good time considering we were driving a 14' u-haul ( Read more... )

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ahhhh i'm leaving on friday! i feel so stressed and alone right now. chris isn't able to come help me move anymore so MN is going to make the trip with me. but i really miss chris, we usually talk everyday, he's in the dominican republic and it's too expensive to call, so we haven't spoken since saturday ( Read more... )