Yesterday started out bad, and I don't think it got any better as the day went on. When I got to work, I was told that I had to "pull Sandi." Sandi is a 40-something year old team old that has been with Target for over 10 years. I had to "pull" her into my office, and tell her why she is a bad team lead, and tell her I need to see some ( Read more... )

My dad confirmed our trip to Puerto Vallarta this morning! 7 days at an all-inclusive beach front resort. I am really excited about this trip. I am still not sure how I feel about the fact that I am going with my dad...but it is better than no spring break trip at all. I need this trip. I worked a lot last summer, and then there was the break ( Read more... )

Today was amazing! I slept until 10:15! That felt great. When I finally got up, I ate breakfast, and went to the gym. I had one of the best work outs I have had in a long time. When I am stressed/depressed/upset, I can really push myself and not even realize it. After my work out, I came home, showered, got ready, and went to Hamline to get ( Read more... )

Why is it that I try to detach my emotions and I simply cannot? I should have known better. I did know better. I knew going into this what I was doing. I knew I was about to get hurt again. I never realized before that I was so afraid to be alone. I was alone for years before I met Roger, but I was so much younger then. Now I feel like I can ( Read more... )

I don't know who you are, but I do find it funny that you think you know the whole story behind my relationship and my break up. It makes me sad that you are probably one of my friends. If you are a friend of mine, and you feel this then you obviously don't know the whole story! Yes, I am selfish. I am so selfish that I stayed in a relationship ( Read more... )

First dates are so exciting! I had forgotten how much fun they are! I know some people might think this is too soon, but I stopped having feelings for Roger long before he let me break up with him! He made it impossible to let him go. But I finally did. I do not regret my decision. I was not ready to be married, and he was. He wanted to live ( Read more... )

I finally did it. We are officially over. I had to do it in an e-mail, because he wouldnt listen any other way! I tried desperately hard to not have to do it that way, but he forced me ( Read more... )

Yesterday was probably the LONGEST and WORST day of my life! I hit snooze too many times, so I was running late. When I got out to my car, my doors were frozen shut! I started swearing at it. (Strangely enough, that didn't help!) I went into the garage and got a grill cleaner, and started beating the door with that! That didn't help either! ( Read more... )

My throat has been sore all week, and I've been really exhausted. I was starting to think I was just lazy. I finally went to the doctor today, and I have strep! That explains everything! Now I just need to go to Target and get my drugs ( Read more... )

We talked about depression today in Abnormal Psychology. Most people cannot stop eating, and also cannot sleep when they are depressed. I am sleeping like a baby, but I cannot eat! I guess I am just not normal ( Read more... )