its not the answer.... im telling you. i know that i may be "unexperienced" and that people think that im "naive" but seriously... there is a difference between not knowing and choosing not to. if i was the one that didnt have a clue then wouldnt i be looking for the answers in the bottom of a bottle or throwing my life away at parties getting ( Read more... )

i feel like alot of my relationships are deteriorating... some not because i dont want them to be there- but because of lack of trust, or lack of effort. im not looking for like consolation or anything but just to send this out into the void... why do people always, almost inevitably, grow apart? have you ever looked at a best friend and thought ( Read more... )

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MaDs7742: got paid
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today was fun... i miss ali though. senior trip was grrreat i made some new friends or "built new birdges" lol as they so eloquently put it. i went to work for 45 minutes today and bought 5 shirts... dang talk about self control. lol i am dying to get a drum set. i want one so bad. peter is sick and iw ant to go grocery shopping. i want to ( Read more... )

holy shiz... everyone go out and buy pita crisps. they are freaking amazing. hey paige i hope you raed this cuz do you remember american buds... the most amazing chips in the world cuz you sure cannot find them anywhere anymore which is horribly terribly sad. but these ptia crisps... dude you have to try them. i am leaving for senior trip ( Read more... )

i have invented a new sickness... i call it "backdeath". my back hurts sooo freakin bad that it must be dying. so i figure that once it hits the breakig point it wont anymoer and thus being dead... there is this brand new song that says... "i read more maps than books, feel like every chance to leave is another chance i should have took." and it ( Read more... )

i think that "event" is kind of a stron word to label the entry section of the... update section. sometimes you dont always have an event. like i just went drivinga round with mike hanging out my window wearing goggles yelling old 97's... and it was hilarious. me and austin were discussing our multi million dollar t-shirt ideas... im not telling ( Read more... )

i havent had an updidation in a while. well here it is.. mother's day. i got momio some flowers and a card that the dog stepped on sooo.... a strategically placed wirnkled card i guess. i love my mom she is the absolute best mom in the entire world. she means everything to me. i went to the farm with peter and mr. mc. this weekend. we had so ( Read more... )

im sittin here in the computer lab again... every time im here i get this wierd feeling of euphoria... like im always here but always doing the same thing but different every time... oh well i was thinkin the other day about who i would like to look like and of course the first time i was thinkin britne spears but.... seriously debbie harry... shes ( Read more... )

i am in the wierdest mood ever... i would describe it as r.e.m. meets like angry bright eyes (pick a song with the f word in it...) and i just dont think that those two moods should ever cross... they are completely seperate in nature.. it just doesnt make sense... but right now, alot of things dont make sense. i am confused and unsure of what i ( Read more... )