it's hard to comprehend interest when there seems to be none. wouldn't you want to know how i am? what i'm up to? maybe i'm old-fashioned? or maybe there are new rules to relationships i am just not aware of
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you know how there are times that your instincts are screaming at you? it can be very hard to listen...especially when they are screaming something that makes no sense.
i feel hate. it is coursing through my veins. some sadness and anger and degradation and and and. i have evil thoughts - wishes of death or illness or blindness or or or
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Have you ever kept going after something unattainable?
I want someone to tell me the truth. I'm trying to force it so that they don't bullshit someone else in the future. Or at least they'll think twice about it. I also would like some honesty. I'd rather hurt for real than keep "making it up."