I've just read back a little in my journal and I realized that....
It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for who you're not...
ya'll chew on that thought for a while ok

I don't understand. Lately I've just been so unmotivated and lazy. I mean I sleep all day and work and that is really it. I hate being this lazy, but I just don't have the energy to get up and do something. I have a list of things that need to be done by the end of the month and I haven't done any of them. At first I thought well maybe I wasn't ( Read more... )

So, I leave today around noon for the airport. I'm on my way to California to talk to Andrew. This should be interesting... I can't wait to get back though. Aaron is picking me up and I'm going to spend a few days in Baton Rouge with him. At least that will be fun. So, wish me luck... hopefully the plane doesn't crash and I don't die a firey death ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what this is gonna be like. Starting over in a new place, not having all of my friends around me, coming into a new environment. It's kinda scary. I hate not knowing. I hate that I'm loosing the people that I care about. I don't like having to leave my friends and my family. Blargh!!!

hmm.... i don't know just had a GREAT DAY!!! hope everyone else can be as happy :D

Ok so I was reading back and I realized that I never followed up on that whole I might have cervical cancer thing. I went back for my 3 month check up on friday so far so good. The last one came back clean and so my doctor said that the cells look good and I'll get the actual results in about a week. Hopefully I've beat this. I got back in 6 months ( Read more... )

Hmmm... Trust is an easy thing to lose and a hard thing to gain....

So, I guess most of you know that I am a genius. I have yet again hit a parke car. Maybe I should stop driving, especially in parking lots. However, this accident wasn't in a parking lot. Oh well. The passenger fender is gone and therefore this is nothing to attach the front bumper to so the bumper is gone. the head light is held on by zip ties and ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, I know that I haven't written in a while, but life's been busy. Work sucks, but I gotta have a job. School's going great. I have an A in my Thompson class. That makes me happy. Now if I can only keep that A and be exempt from my exams. That would be great.

I've been thinking a lot lately, what's the true point of being in a relationship if in the end everyone knows it will go no where.