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pre birthday
Its my 26th birthday on december 4th...just a couple of days away...and i will be home alone. lella and frank will be in hialeah.so I did somthing really stupid (not the first time lol) I told chelsea that i liked her first before issac did. honestly i dont know what i was thinking part of me was just not caring about issac part of me wanted a girl ( Read more... ) -
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ive now played pool bymyself 2 times this week....however tonight i ended up playing with aj, missy, and chris in doubles and had a good time it's 1:50 am and im wide awake and lonely and wanting someone to hang out with .....it took me so long to get the friends that i have and work well with that i feel lost trying to make new friends. people ( Read more... ) -
continuation
so it's been a couple of weeks since my last post. Isaac and chelsea have broken up once for sure and had bumps other times. As i know it now their seperate, but speculation is a crime. So Kyle still is, or was giving the couple crap about him coming over and digging into chelsea's personal life.....which through personal friends have done to me is ( Read more... ) -
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alot of these journals tend to follow a negative happening....the feeling to vent. I really need to have a post after somthing good happening. Over the past couple weeks there has been a log of micro management of friends and or new aquantinces. Three girls and two guys. Chelsea, Kyle and Stormi for the ladies and Isaac and me for the gentlemen ( Read more... ) -
the brain game
i have so much on my mind all the time and cant seem to filter it. I decided to end the relationship with kim. I havent been looking for a job. the only reason really is i dont want to have to deal with people thinking of me in one way or expecting somthing out of me that i dont provide. it's funny i dont care to much about posessions however i ( Read more... ) -
Diffrent life
Things in my life are very diffrent now. I live in Cape Coral Fl, with my aunt and uncle. They are funny at times. They always find ways to fight about the simplest things. For instance my uncle, like many other men like to tell stories in there own way. He will start to say somthing and she is always compelled to correct him ( Read more... ) -
a new beginning
Time does have a way of catching up on you. I now live in cape coral FL at my aunt and uncles. I had moved to TN for a family business however it didnt quite pan out. I am hopeful again for things to work out in all aspects of my life. So ive started another journey im in the middle of getting all my things in order car insurance drivers liscence ( Read more... )