I was just eating dunkaroos, and it made me think of something my mom used to do. My mom is a pretty healthy eater. she doesn't really like any kind of junk food, but every once in a while, she would eat graham cracker chocolate frosting sandwiches. She would curl up on the couch, already made sandwich half in hand half in mouth, frosting ( Read more... )

Last night was of those nights that i look back on and realize just how wonderfully surprising life is, and how truly merciful. yesterday, i could not stop feeling incredibly depressed, it seemed that in everything i did in my classes, i ended up being continually mediocre, from bombing a piano test i had spend 10 hours practicing for to getting a ( Read more... )

Today has been simply excellent. I just had the best practice session of basically my entire life. I just went through vocal excercises for the whole hour (I <3 Marchesi), since i just got over being sick and didn't want to overdo it with pieces. It was so fabulous. After a half hour of warming up, I discovered notes I didn't even know I had. ( Read more... )

i want to get bangs. ones like anne hathaway's in the devil wears prada. i have an appointment to get them cut on tuesday, but now i'm having second thoughts. kelly said i shouldnt, at least not until summer's over, cuz they'll be hot and sweaty. but i don't know when i'm ever outside to get hot and sweaty. so i just don't know. What do you ( Read more... )

so, i was just reading my senior scrap book, which i love by the way because it is incredibly beautiful and took me an ass load of time, and i was realizing just how anxty and self depricating i was in it. i was completely unable to write anything without totally trashing the type of person i am. so, i have decided that i am going to challenge ( Read more... )

well, paul said we never update, and i realized, i never do. plus, i'm babysitting my mom's boyfriends' kids right now, so i have lots of extra time. (they're using the tv. god, make them keeping using the tv. pleeeeeeeeeease). so yeah. my recital was yesterday. i dunno, it was fun, and all went pretty well, except i am a little sick, so ( Read more... )

so, haslett prom was last night. For those of you that don't know I went with kevin Finkbeiner. It was soooooo fun! I'll be honest, I was a little worried with us not knowing eachother for very long that it might be weird, dancing and everything, or that we'd run out of things to talk about, but it was the complete opposite. It was a little ( Read more... )

I wonder if I'm being clingy. I hate clinginess, and yet it has always been a temptation, a natural instinct at the back of my mind. I used to give into it all the time thinking "this is the way to get people to love me". I was wrong, they didn't love me, they hated me. Worse than that, they didn't respect me. So now I struggle with all of my ( Read more... )

two words: we owned! you should all come see it, if u don't ur big losers.

My life for the next month will and has taken on the feeling of being packed full. I feel as though every waking moment is fully accounted for what with the millions of things i have to do. But somehow, it's a good packed. No time to be idle, time to get on with my life, and rather than being lethargic and lazy, I'm really do something with my ( Read more... )