I'm sorry but I have to say, after specifically asking at the end of our convo if I wanted to not be facebook friends anymore, and me calmly responding "no, I have no problem with that, I am not trying to pretend you don't exist or something, I just can't talk to you on the phone anymore", Angie unfriending me, blocking me, and also seeming to ( Read more... )

So for those who don't know, I started working on a relatively big vegetable farm when I was 14 years old and worked there every summer and fall till I went away to college, and even worked there a few months here and there when I was home during college. It was like my second home, and it was a true savior when I was in a really bad way in high ( Read more... )

Finally did it. Got tired and chickened out a few days ago when we talked. But today I prepared myself, even wrote out a few key sentences to help myself along. Then I texted to ask if we could talk. Angie said she was going out to dinner, but was free afterwards. I called, she talked for a bit, told me more about her move to Chicago and her job ( Read more... )

Time to stop wallowing and get myself and my life back under my control and back in the right direction. To that end, there are two talks I need to have with two different parties, regarding two totally different subjects.. I will probably edit this entry in the next few days to let y'all know how they went ( Read more... )

That was a seriously overwhelming trip ( Read more... )

Specifically, thank goodness for my dear friend Graham and her patience today helping me find clothes for graduation, and some other clothes to help improve my wardrobe. Its nice to now own a pair of jeans and a pair of khakis that fit me nicely and don't have weird flaws or smells from the thrift store. I haven't really bought good new clothes in ( Read more... )

In the past 24 hours I have ( Read more... )

Today doesn't seem to be going well for people. I've had not one but two people call me and start crying ( Read more... )

Sam is somewhere over the US right now, headed to the air force base in Maine for a quick layover before flying to an as-of-yet undisclosed European city and on the Kuwait and then Iraq ( Read more... )

I found a great job to apply for, Biological Technician for the Fish and Wildlife Service here in Mass, nice pay and benefits for a year long position. But I don't know if I want to start a new job with the US government a few months before I start hormones ( Read more... )