My grandfather died this morning. After years of discomfort, and a week of immense pain, his heart finally gave out. He died in his sleep with my grandmother lying next to him in the hospital.
The only person from the family who doesn't know is my mum, who is at this minute in a plane and about to land in Atlanta within the next hour.

After years of having it so good with my grandad and great-grandma always perilously close to the edge of life and the after, it seems to be collapsing ( Read more... )

I want to do a body language course. I need to understand how to interpret Ruperts actions towards me, because it's driving me insane. Usually, I choose to ignore but still notice the signs that guys are somewhat repelled by me. But I'm seeing changes, and I don't know wht to do!!! It scares me...I need some advice or something...

Duncan and I were writing out an order and he took the pen I was holding coz his wasn't working. He has seen me chewing on this pen everytime he sees me, so I'm expecting him to give it back. But he doesn't. Instead, he puts it behind his ear... I smile at him and, obviously, he asks me what's up. "I've had that in my mouth!" He shrugs his ( Read more... )

And I have started flirting properly with Rupert. After 18 months, I can handle it by text, and he's responding, just not flirting. But we've been giving each other grief for cancelling on each other no less than 10 times in the last 5 weeks. First I was sick, then he was sick, then he was stuck between two trucks on the motorway back from Cardiff ( Read more... )

It happened again. It's nice to know that I am definitely not completely asexual, even if I am close. Happened again, definitely not the first -or 100th- time and definitely not the last ( Read more... )

You Are an Orange Rose
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Right, I've had enough. I have come to the final conclusion that social situations and myself DO NOT go together. I have also decided that, as we all have a book inside of us, I have mine. It's a little autobiographical, but it's about a girl who starts to go insane as she becomes paranoid that she does not belong anywhere and that people try to ( Read more... )

Predictably, my Palm thingy went dead and lost all addresses etc. If you trust me, please provide me with something. I only have lots of mobile numbers (and a couple of addresses).
Ta
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I must say, today was fabulous. Many wonderful things happened today!! (this was written in no particular order ( Read more... )