i found something online that i reallly wanted and i actually had the power to close the box an say no. wow..heh..rock on. i still want that shit tho!

i gave my shift away for a day of tori amos, vanilla ciggs and some chai. :) i don't like live tori tracks. i don't like the echoes..or the screaming fans who were far too close to the recording device. today i'm going to make moriah a card with my naked body on it. heh..she starts her new job monday...we won't be seeing so much of eachother. i've ( Read more... )

i'm not a people person today. not at all. eat my butt-everyone.

i puked the whole way to cleveland, it was gross. i had to open the car door at a light and vomit perfusely. i made some old woman cringe. ha...it was awful. the puking that is. i was buring up all yesterday...a little warm today. so we saw kaki king and went directly back to our hotel. by the way...cleveland blows ass. i do not recommend going ( Read more... )

whoa i had some weird dreams sometime last night through this morning. one was that moriah and i had vibrators delivered and we found the box open on the porch scattered everywhere. and the other was...i was downstairs and jason came in and sat down next to me. i said don't you have work soon? he said something about being in pain and he wasn't ( Read more... )

well i had to go to the doctor the other day. i either sprained my wrist or tore a ligament. i was playin around and hurt myself. ha..opps. yeah it hurts like a bitch so i'm not typin much. i have to wear a brace and i can't push pull or lift anything over 5 pounds. i can't even pick up lohlah haha...oh what can you do. but i get to see kaki king ( Read more... )

wow..the amount of pro ana sites is insane. i thought it was great at one time too...if only these girls could know the aftermath..if they make it.

good luck.

whitening toothpaste is indeed the devil. it makes my mouth feel like i ate the wrong part of a pineapple again. ick

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i'm at loss for words right now..about how i feel about seeing my mother last night. i start to think and then i just cry. i have never seen my mom in this bad of shape. i hate it. i've never seen her so frail..she is so thin and sickly. her whole entire body..every attribute..she is a mess. i'm so worried. i don't know what to do...i think she is ( Read more... )