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Reality blows
I've been trying to fight it, rationalize it.. deny it... but its true.
Our time is truely dead... we are holding onto a fantasy, grasping at straws of what was. nothing even close to reality.
This is just a shadow, a pale representation of what was... It is not enough.
its never enough...
go away and let me lick my wounds.
I need to heal -
Already.
FUCK! FUCKITY FUCKING FUCK FUCK.... I hate you so much and yet I still love you. How is it you have this power over me? -
Depression can sneak up on you
It's not a secret that I can sometimes fall into bouts of depression... What is a secret is why-- Even from me. These fucking things keep sneaking up on me out of nowhere and I just can't figure out what to do about it ( Read more... ) -
The Worst
The worst part of being clinically depressed is your friends. Everyone has been conditioned to say things like "Ill always be there for you", "You can always talk to me", "I'm here to listen", etc.
Truth be told.. Its just a programed response. No one cares to hear how your emotional state is wrecking your life, how hard it is to get out of your ( Read more... ) -
You
Mistakes were made, Regrets are many, life moves on, Except for mine. -
So...
This is still here. Perhaps I should update. -
I hate my job...
But honestly don't we all from time to time? -
One of the deep secrets of life is that all that is really worth the doing is what we do for others.
I often think about the quote “One of the deep secrets of life is that all that is really worth the doing is what we do for others.” and think I've somehow misunderstood it. The odd use of language aside, I would like to think myself a good person who is always willing to help anyone. Even when not asked I am always thinking of others over myself ( Read more... ) -
Is Google Evil?
People are up in arms about Google's new privacy policy, YES I have actually read it and I do understand the concern, but at the same time.. I don't. Most users of Google are all using the services anyways ( Read more... ) -
Lifeish stuff
After feeling kind of down on myself for a few days for not being where I ( Read more... )