just personal stuff under the cut

( feelings )

i'm not sure actually

( this is mainly because i'm sad and poor )

Inspired by The Harold Song, by Ke$ha (my guilty pleasure shhhh). Louis and Harry just give me feelings, man. 
( well this could almost kill me... )

sometimes i write larry? but not angst? i don't think i've ever written not total angst before and even this has a little angst but mostly it's cute because harry's a cuppycake and louis' an angel. deal.

( he made me feel like i might be worth saving... )

liam looks at zayn looks at zayn like he's never looked at him before looks at him like all he's been is fake like zayn is the only one he needs like zayn is the only thing he's ever wanted//

///if i lay here////

liam looks at zayn like he's not there like he's not dying inside like the shrapnel called sad lodged in his chest isn't killing him ( Read more... )

he wakes up on the ground

his vision is blurry, he can't make out much

a figure leans into his line of vision

“it seems to be in pain. a lot of pain”

a second figure, out of sight, murmurs in agreement

“should we put it out of its misery?”

he panics

louis

where is louis?

he shakes his head, trying to convey that he

he, not it

that he is okay

the second figure ( Read more... )

i forgot livejournal existed?
here's some zerrie i wrote the other day
and by zerrie i mean perrie is sad and ziam all the places
title and cut text from Thinkin' About You by Frank Ocean because perfect

( or do you not think that far ahead? )

Personal rants under the cut. Blah.
Warnings: run-on sentences, overuse of commas and the word "like", oh god so much angst.

( just a lot of feelings and ugh )

wow did anyone watch the concert last night? a;lskfj;alksdjf;alsdk my boys just finished their first TOUR I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MAMA OR SOMETHING.
I seriously don't think I've cried that hard ever. Just wow.

This is basically pure unadulterated angst because that's all I can write these days. Also a microscopic bit of Liam/Zayn.
(Also the title and cut text are from Welcome Home by Radical face because Ben Cooper is perfection and from my home town /end shameless promoting/)

( it was never much but we made the most )