Andrew and I are going out to the movies in about an hour. I'm really glad that we are such great friends. We can randmoly hook up some nights, he can be with his girlfriend, or broken up with her and reguardless we just have fun together. He was one of those kids that I met and after a week I felt like I had known him all my life. When you ( Read more... )

when i get the great idea to post my thoughts, my entry never ends up being what it was originally going to be. i don't know if that's because i usually what i want to write about, the reason i want to write about it, is because i'm having trouble making sense of it, or just because i get lost in all the things that have happened to me, and can't ( Read more... )

hey livejournal, it's been awhile huh? life keeps trecking on and i'm hanging on for dear life. haha, that is totally not how my life is going now, but it just kidna came out while i was typing. life's being going really well. i only have two days left of summer class, but i found out last week i'm already accepted into the Education program at ( Read more... )

so i've had my first breakup ever, except i've never been in a relationship, hahahahaha.

that was kinda funny, but i'm glad it's cleared up :)

i can't lie to myself anymore, i did get caught up in it, and it is too much. but, i don't want to tell you that, because i don't want it to be different than it is. as my away message said the other day "i promise it's not too much, the problem is i want it to be more ( Read more... )

so i haven't written in here forever. i should be in bed, because i have to get up at 7:15 to go to the doctor's in baltimore tomorrow morning. i am going back becasue my back is hurting as much as it used to before my surgery. i hope he gives me something that helps. i can't continue to go through my life in constant pain, i feel like it's so ( Read more... )

it was so weird, my songs were playing throgh party shuffle like they always do, and yellowcards "october nights" came on. i haven't heard that song in, i can't even remember how long. but, to this day it still reminds me of one person and one night. that was such a great night, and i'm glad every time i hear that song, even though i have no ( Read more... )

i think i'm an insomniac.
i love my teddy bear.
the sound of the rain hitting my roof makes me have to pee.
i believe that more people should "pay it forward"

Love always and forever until love no longer exists in the world,
M-Fizzle

It's the 14th of December, and Christmas is in 11 days. In 11 days, I will be the spoiled brat that I am, and get my presents worth hundreds of dollars, that could be used for something useful, or meaningful. Instead, I will open my gifts, say thank you, and my perfect life will continue on into the next year, where it will all happen again. ( Read more... )

i wish i made better decisions. i feel like i let people down...a lot. i came home today, instead of staying until tomorrow and then coming back. it's weird that i call college park home now, because really, it isn't. delaware is my home, and it always will be ( Read more... )