i used to say that i wanted to rob a bank or something like in ocean's eleven, to see if i actually would be smart enough to get away with it. people that do horrible things, always seem to be some of the most intelligent people in the world. just for the record if i ever did try it, which i won't, and got away with it, i would give all the money ( Read more... )

the point of a journal is to write in frequently enough so that you can go back and re-read your entries in order to see what's changed, reflect on what's happened, and reminse about the past. however, if you don't write in it enough, it basically becomes pointless. so yet again, i've made something good, into something pointless: i fucked up ( Read more... )

hey just wanted to let you all know that i am having back surgery on Thursday, that's the 21st of September. it's called a discectomy, and basically they just go in and remove the fragments that aren't supposed to be there. it's a very basic procedure, so its not a very big deal at all. my parents are coming down for the surgery and then they ( Read more... )

i was going to do it tonight, then it ended up not happening. i'm tired of thinking about it, i'd rather live it. this isn't meant to be understood.

screwed over night 2, my life is amazing...
15 days until school starts, i am not one for countdowns, but this one i fully support.

so what's been going on in my life? that's a great question. i've been working out a lot, and practice a lot, and playing a little :) it's been fun to join up with different women's teams each weekend and seriously go back to playing for the love of the game. that's what i was missing for most of the season, and it's been so great to go back to ( Read more... )

that entry is kinda even out of date now, but i figured i'd post it. it didn't start out as an entry but i figured i'd post something for maria, haha! but i'm not playing softball with that one team, so i'm just trying to hook up with different teams each weekend to play on to get some innings in, something about some rule wouldn't let me get on ( Read more... )

So this is my attempt at becoming a better writer again. I mean it should be a lot of good practice seeing as though I have over four hours to try to get better. “What do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he’s not here?” -Kelly Clarkson- So, freshman year is over, that’s weird right? I can’t believe I haven’t really ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss My life ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is, but i could lay next to him all night and it would never get old.

beach bound tomorrow :)