my back hurts really really badly after going to therapy today. i'm not sure if it's going to get better...EVER. i'm really not. i don't want to live like this for the rest of my life. i'm not sure i could handle that. too much pain, all the time ( Read more... )

goal: pick one, jason, rico, or jeff.....

nix rico, now who do i pick.....?

i'm so tired. it's good to be home. but i do miss cp, but more importantly the sball girls, this is the first time i have woken up and not seen any one from the team since christmas...weird.

goal: get into the routine of being home.

call me if you want to hang out.

so last night i decided that it was a good idea to bust a move in pretty much ever spot at Bentley's. on the empty dance floor, down stairs, by the bar, on the dj stand, and on every guy i thought was cute, and then on some guys that were just around...

it's okay...laugh with me.

going out with rico...haahahaha.

goal for the night: make smart decisions.

ps-why does no one post comments nemore?

goal: figure out if you really like him, don't kill lindsey, and get most of packing done.

talk abouit awkward...ugh, why do i insist upon doing stupid things??

i'm officially done my freshman year of college.
wow, i don't like that sound of that...how'd it go by so fast?!?

goal: make better decisions, and take a freaking long ass nap.

goal part 2: start and finish the concubine.