SO I don't want to brag about our new van on Facebook where people will see it so I'll brag here cause if not I'm going to EXPLODE ( Read more... )

So turns out the Friends with Nick and his Wife was just a lie they told me...

Life is still good. haha

Reading through this... what a ride. haha ( Read more... )

Ryan, Tony. Me, Renee. it's funny how the past can just slam itself into your present all at once ( Read more... )

I've been waking up the last few days, and it's strange because it feels like I was asleep forever. I cried because I was sad about a silly thing (I wanted SOO BAD to make dinner for Rick but couldn't find the pan. Kids thought it should go under the couch.), I cried because good things happened to my sister (she got her job back), and yes i'm ( Read more... )

I never had any reason to apologize. Sometimes I can be so silly. Mostly when i'm stressing, I feel like everything is my fault. I was trained that way. All the drama is over and gone now. realizing that helps brighten up my day, litterally, the sun just came out. I'm thinking about deleting all my old posts, I see no point in keeping them. I ( Read more... )

i'm so fucked up right now. miss terri is dying and i might not even get to say goodbye. just once i'd like to get that chance, with steph i was in denial, with my brother i was too young, and with everyone else it just happened too fast. but now, especially with her i need to say goodbye. she was a mother to me, much like my real mom. and SO MUCH ( Read more... )

chloe has been in a very need mood for the last week, so very little has been done on the house. she loves playing with ruby tho and its really cute. ruby just lays there while chloe pulls her ears all over the place. she doesn't even care when chloe starts chewing on them, tho thats when i draw the line. Chloe is working really hard at crawling, ( Read more... )

i took a good long look in the mirror today (front and back view) and i am absolutely digusted with what i saw. i have gained so much weight since chloe was born and i hate myself. i feel fat and ugly and just miserable. i've been so stupidly depressed i can't stand it, and i can't figure out why. i sit on the couch knowing what i should be doing ( Read more... )

so i have hoop dreams again. well i've always had them but now they're becoming a more real. they're JUST out of reach ( Read more... )