I've been thinking about things ( Read more... )

i couldn't do it

Mother's day was difficult. I got together with my family because my sister wanted to get together and do some kind of bullshit thing. She wanted to have breakfast and then visit mom's grave. So we went, and then everyone just walked around and talked. I couldn't remember where the grave was, so i went with everyone else, then we stopped at it for ( Read more... )

I guess i agreed to be my friend's brides maid at some point, but i don't really remember doing it. So i got called up today that we're getting our dresses picked out, and i said that i can't really aford it right now and i felt awkward, but the girl that's the maid of honor is an old friend and she said that she missed me and wanted to hang out, ( Read more... )

We're going out tonight ( Read more... )

Bleeding Heart
You scored 66 sorrow, 33 vengeance, 13 forgetfulness, and 40 reason! "What becomes of me now...?"

All that remains after a heartbreak is sadness, you are falling apart. You are likely to lapse into a heavy depression, thinking over and over what you did wrong, why it had to be this way, and what you can do now that you lost ( Read more... )

It's strange how things happen. I've been feeling like i'm cursed because everything has been going wrong. About a month ago i got really depressed and tried to shop my way out of it with clothing. It didn't really work, partly because i got some jeans too big and this jacket that i loved starting coming unsewn at the arm pit. I tried to sew it up ( Read more... )

I was talking with my room mate yesterday and he said that we should sneak over to the neighbor's house and steal his newspaper in the morning, then he says "you gotta take your clothes off, though. You're always quieter when you're naked. They don't teach you this stuff in school."

...i thought it was really funny. Maybe you had to be there.

To update:

He's totally all about her and wants to marry her and have her babies.

She was horny and wanted a safe fuck. She said he's annoying her now.

And i don't care any more (Sure i don't);

I'm going to drown my sorrows and D&D tonight. Fuck popular people, i'm going to see if the nerds still love me.

I've been all messed up this week again ( Read more... )