It is the holiday season and I am annoyed. I am annoyed with a lot of things ( Read more... )

~Well my will power isn't as strong as I hoped it would be. I am back to smoking, Ultra lights still. I am just going to waite for my patches to come in to stop, then it should help when I am around other smokers. I am not going to give up friends because they smoke. I just need help.

~So I quit smoking last week thinking that Cheryl was going to do it too when she got back from vaction. That didn't happen. I have done pretty well with not smoking while she was gone, but now that she is back I don't know if I will continue with it. I origanilly give myself till New Years so I might stick with that. Also, I called the quit line ( Read more... )

So first things first, I quit smoking today (cold turkey)...it sucks b/c of the cravings, but is better for my health and that of my child. I called the quit line and am getting patches sent to me, so I am going to try to not smoke till then...wish me luck. it takes like a week ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while since I have posted. Here is what is going on in a nutshell ( Read more... )

Ok so I apparently pissed off a parent of one of my kids agian today. Because of this I may not have a job after tomorrow. If any one know of a good paying job let me know. It is totally riduclous. I wish that I would get back up from my managment team and other teachers. I am going to go insane. I will do what I have to do I guess. I have to write ( Read more... )

Hello I am still alive and kicking for now. Work is going ok. I want to kill the other lead in my room. She is butting into things she doesn't need to. Cheryl and I are kind of talking, her family is still dying and so she is acting weird. It took her a week to call me and then we hung out and now I will not hear/see her for a week agian I think. ( Read more... )

Hello to all. I am still alive. I am at the libabry cause my computer isn't functioning properly and so here I am. Things are ok. if you want to know more call me....gtg

Well I am just checking in for thoese of you that care. I have been really busy and tired when I get home that I don't even turn on the computer. Also, when I do it usally frezzes up so I can't do anything. It is pissing me off. I can't check my e-mail or myspace account because if it. GRRRR ( Read more... )

Well I am back at home now. It is nice to be home. I am trying o get back to a regular schedual for Cheryl and I. I only hope that with everything going on in Big Cheryl's life right now we can continue to hang out. It was nice to see her as much as I did. She got some very terrible news on Friday of last week saying that 2 family members that she ( Read more... )