So today hasn't been great foodwise. My parents decided to spring out a surprise dessert after the compulsory dinner. I have done an hour of cardio workouts though so at least I've done some exercise I guess. Tomorrow will be better. I was thinking of doing a half hour of yoga or pilates just now but then I saw that The Breakfast Club is on so I'm ( Read more... )

 In the past few weeks I've wanted to cry a lot but I could never actually do it. Tonight I cried and I didn't even want to. My parents were driving me crazy. I just wanted some space and they wouldn't leave me alone. I felt like they were poking and poking me. They purposely tried to wind me up (obviously it worked) and I was so angry that I just ( Read more... )

 I ate way too much today. And tomorrow I'm baking so I'll definitely end up bingeing then because we're making 3 different things. Plus lasagne for dinner which I can't get out of. And I've had cider tonight which makes me bloated on top of being full of calories ( Read more... )

 I've updated this. Finally http://lullabybay.tumblr.com/

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P.P.S. I just thought of more to write but it seemed pointless to have a completely new post and clog people's pages up.

I'm still up and it's almost 3am. My sleeping patterns are beyond ridiculous now. I'm not even really do ( Read more... )

 So I think I'm back. I feel in a much better mind set than I have been for the past few weeks or however long it is since I last did a proper post. I think it's been since I returned from visiting my boyfriend that I've been sort of a mess. I think the argument we had threw me off for a while and the fact that I ate a lot more while I was there ( Read more... )

 Sorry for my long long absence, I just couldn't really face coming on for a while. I went to visit my boyfriend so I couldnt come on then, weighed myself when I got back, was stressed/depressed/annoyed with my weight and have felt pretty rubbish ever since. But even though I can't stand the weight I'm at now I'm doing barely anything to change it ( Read more... )

 I haven't updated this in a bit now, whoops! It's not even like I've been busy all the time, I've been massively bored! I think it's because I've put on a couple of pounds and I couldn't really face coming on for a bit. I know it's stupid because it's only a few pounds but I feel like I've put on a few stone. It's horrible. I can't stand how huge ( Read more... )

 Just popping in for a quick post. The boyfriend is still here but I've been up for a while because I had to walk the dog and he's still in bed so I have a minute to update this, probably not to comment on other people's posts though ( Read more... )

 So summer school is now officially over. It went well and all the kids seemed to enjoy it so its been ok. I thought I was tired the entire time I've been there but tonight has sent me completely over the top of tiredness. I think it's because I knew it was over so I had no reason to try and be lively and awake anymore. I've completely crashed. I ( Read more... )

 I've had such a lazy weekend. I've spent practically the whole time I've been awake watching Doctor Who on Watch. Yep, I am just that cool. I went out last night which turned out to be really fun. Although there are way too many pervy, gropey guys here. Ick. I had too much alcohol as well. Not in terms of drunkenness but calorie wise. I really ( Read more... )