I am so glad that it is now the weekend! I'm ridiculously tired from working at summer school. I'm still not used to working constantly, all day! I have more hours in a day now than I did in a whole week at Uni! I need to get back to student life, I miss it already ( Read more... )

 Day three of summer school is over now. Just 5 more left. We took the kids on a trip yesterday so it was a long day and I was absolutely exhausted when I get home. I couldnt be bothered to do anything. I'm still tired today but not as bad. We've got another trip on Friday but half of that is at the zoo so I don't mind that. A gorilla has just been ( Read more... )

 Today was day one of summer school. It went really well and the kids seem like a good bunch (well most of them anyways). One of them cried - of course. There always has to be one - so we had to call his mum and she said he had to stick out the rest of the day. He started screaming down the phone that she had to come get him right now. I've never ( Read more... )

 I argued with my brother again today. Shock horror! It was about something stupid and we sorted it out straight away so its not really an issue. I'm just annoyed about it because he was only here for 2 nights and we argued literally 2 hours before he had to leave again. What a waste of time. Ugh ( Read more... )

 My brother came home last night. He's going again tomorrow to start his 2 week course but he'll be back again for a fortnight after that. It's been great to see him again although he's already driving me crazy. It's just normal brother-sister stuff. Made worse by my near constant stress, anger and depression stuff at the minute. I keep going from ( Read more... )

 Boredom and insomnia led to this
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Watched Remember Me. Bad idea. Cried and cried and cried. God I've gone soft.

 I hate this week before it's even started. I have waaaay too much work to do and I keep on putting it off. I'm trying to stick to a plan but I just cannot stay focused. Normally if I don't do what I set out to I punish myself by cutting. But I can't do that now. The boyfriend would find out and I promised I'd stop. Last time I said I'd stop and he ( Read more... )

It feels like I'm having the worst week I've had in a long time. I've binged so I've cut. I promised my boyfriend that I'd stop (yes, I've told him some stuff now) and I did for a bit. The only reason I wasn't cutting was because of him. I didn't want to hurt him. I still don't want to but I deserved it. So I am just a massively selfish person. I'd ( Read more... )

 I binged, I cried, I cut (have fun hiding that from the boyfriend ( Read more... )

 I don't know which is a better example of how I epically fail at life: The fact that I'm more than willing to starve myself or my addiction to bubbleshooter.