Happy
Birthday
to
Jade!

Sending you lots of lovely birthday wishes


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 Being back at work has left me tired tired tired so I've not been on much because I'm either working or sleeping at the minute.

Quick update: 

• January is depressing - 2 people linked to work have both died of cancer, my auntie's boyfriends mum has just died, one of the girls I work with at school's mum has been diagnosed with cancer, my brother's ( Read more... )

Ate too much at the meal. Drank cider. People talked about weight. Brothers being a huge idiot. In a crappy crappy crappy mood. Thats pretty much it.

But thank you for the picture comments Jadie. They're cheered me up a bit :) <3

xxx

I feel shaky, like i do when i majorly restrict or have done too much physically and not eaten enough. But ive had more to eat than i normally do by this time and im on holiday from work so ive done less than i normally do as well. Its confusing and very triggering. Which is not good seeing as im going out for a meal with my brother, his girlfriend ( Read more... )

Ugh I typed out a whole message before but my computer is being stupid and just posted a 'd'. Wonderful ( Read more... )

 So it's been a long long busy week. I've been perpetually exhausted so today I've been very lazy so far and watched some of A Very Potter Musical and now I'm on Doctor Who. I'm such a geek ( Read more... )

 I've got rubbish at updating recently. I've been busy busy busy as I finally have a job. Whoop! I'm a teaching assistant now :) It's tiring but it's a job and it'll help me with my PGCE application. I think it'll be quite rewarding cos I just work with a small group of kids on a one to one basis so hopefully I'll be able to help them ( Read more... )

 I feel lonely ( Read more... )

 I haven't posted in a while for no particular reason. I was doing ok again foodwise last week. I weighed myself one day and saw that I was only 6lbs under my highest weight and freaked out massively. Definitely gave me the kick I needed to start restricting again. I weighed myself a few days later and I was 4lbs lighter. I don't think I lost 4lbs ( Read more... )

 Today's been ok I guess. I'm still waiting to hear about the start date for the job so for the meantime I'm home bored. I've done no exercise though today but I'll probably be up for ages again tonight (once more didn't get to sleep til past 4am) so I'll do a half hour pilates thing or maybe some cardio.Or both, we'll see how its going. I feel ( Read more... )